It as always been my consideration , of which I have tried, in my utmost ability, to live fully in reconcile with this very idea of righteous…and while I have fallen short, it has not been too many times, perhaps enough for me to beg for forgiveness as people out to. Perhaps, enough to beseech the fruitages of the spirit in consciousness of all sadness and not be this very life of torment that I shall ever choose for myself, nor have I ever chosen it. This is something, which to translate from the heart…to place into words with interpretation...how might one do so as not to be misunderstood…